A little message Options

[Dr Strum]

Hello. This message is mainly addressed to those who know me, so if you don't, I can't stop you from not reading but it's not going to mean anything to you or make sense.

Firstly, if you have any complaint or hint of complaint about this post being potential attention whoring drama inducing bait, shut up, don't need to hear it. I'm serious about what I'm going to say, this isn't some lame attempt at getting back anything.

Anyway, sorry to the rest of you guys who weren't informed of anything. I can't give you the complete reason I'm not around, but I can say that I'm trying to move on in other things. I've become very serious about drawing lately. I'm not going to be back or hang around more or anything, though. It's a bit... unfair, I guess, at this point.
Maybe when I've established myself and accomplished something, I'll hang around for good. Maybe when Yggdra Union is released, I'll stick around a bit if there's anything I can do to discuss or explain (despite the fact that an English version is coming around). But even then, being here for good is very unreliable in itself, for a few unpleasant reasons. I'm sure that a good enough number of the old group don't want me around, for one.

I've worked my way into another community with good people, and have a respectable reputation there. Although not all of them are very good people, as it's a larger community, there are a few great people I respect and like a lot. The community generally share my hobbies as well, so put bluntly, I fit in there like a perfect glove. I've also joined a fansubbing group, a very small one, and there's a pretty neat guy there as well. If I'm here as well, I feel that it might be too unfair, messing with a natural balance, as I'm not supposed to be so gregarious a person. I'm not saying that I'm too good for this place, nor that this place is too good for me, though. But having more than enough and enjoying myself a bit too much might doesn't seem right for me. Not to mention it'll kill even more time. This isn't a very good reason and might make me come off as conceited, but that's what I feel. (To the two to whom I've explained everything, this more indifferent reason might come off as BS considering what you know, but I'm not lying. If it was as simple as I said, I wouldn't be here now, would I?)

I hope that's satisfactory enough. I will be checking for replies, as I want to know myself whether or not this was worth posting, among other things.

By the way... Sturm, is highly unexpectedly a very proper admin. A bit hard to believe that some of the stuff he says comes from him. And you guys there all in a position of authority, I can't help but feel that you're too clique'ed and that you all might seem pretty unapproachable, at least to an extent, to other forum members. Forum hierarchy is just a minor thing I'm picky about, but it can't be helped most of the time, so eh.

[Dr Strum]

Ok. I was wondering where you went. Its ok. Everyone has their reasons for leaving. You actually have fairly good reasons from what you typed. In a way, I respect you for that. I wish you good luck for when you draw.

[Dr Strum]

[Dr Strum]

Well at least we have some word from him.


Bouzu.....most of the old group is gone. It's down to Sturm, Mari, Ash, and myself.


There isn't a single person in that group who would want you to stay away.

[Dr Strum]

I thought Chilly was part of the old group. And Chardes. And Rhia.

This post has been edited by Raijinili: Mar 3 2006, 08:53 PM

[Dr Strum]

val, by "old group", you mean the old forum, right. I was there too... but that doesn't matter. I would want teru to stay as well...

[Dr Strum]

But valkan already said that no one from the old group wanted Teru to stay away.

[Dr Strum]

[Dr Strum]

Very true, its up to him if he goes or come. We miss him, though.
Be good, Teru! :B

[Dr Strum]

Then both Ash and Sturm have lied to me. JERKS.

[Dr Strum]

TERU!!!

WE WANT TO GIVE YOUR WALKTHREW SPITSASS! OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT!

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*is an uber poet*