Life can throw some fucked up shit at you sometimes. I mean really just try and cripple you with no intention of lifting a finger to help. This past month has been the worst of my entire life. I've lost a dear friend and a family member over these past 3 weeks. The way my friend was taken from me was something I'd never wise upon anyone on this planet. I hope no one here has to watch their friend die in a hospital bed, helpless and unable to do a damn thing. I hope no one here has to watch a family member die from something you should have stopped them from doing years ago. I knew the smoking would kill her, but I never thought it would happen so early. Everyone I know has been telling me to just try and go back to way things were. To try and do the things I did before this shit storm fucked up my life. I'm trying.
You guys were part of my daily routine/ritual before all this. So here I am.
SO DID YOU GUYS MISS ME?
NO?
FFFFF.
This post has been edited by Lloyd Seegymont the Rasier: Aug 12 2010, 06:36 AM
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