The Strongest Matthew For Whenever Options

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I do.

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Yeah, stop spamming the place, man.

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I AM QUEEN OF BROKEN WATER HEATERS AND ONLY COLD WATER NOW

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Hey i'm new around here, so what is this "Matthew" business?

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Thread > Cat (because longcat) > Mat > Matthew

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I kinda wanna die. Again.

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So do I. It turns out that even the Mayo (OKAY TO BE HONEST I NEVER REALLY BELIEVED THEY WERE THE BEST EVER BECAUSE THEY'VE ALWAYS FUCKED UP WITH ME) wants me to be on antidepressants. It's always antidepressants and CBT and the more people talk about CBT to me the more it feels like it's actually some kind of cult and the only reason they say I haven't "completed" it yet is because I'm not brainwashed like they seem to be when they talk about CBT. And antidepressants for anxiety will always be a horrible idea in my opinion. Plus, they don't work for me. They make me horrible.

ALSO I KEEP BUYING MANGOES WITH MY SWAGBUCKS MONEY SOMEONE MAKE ME STOP I DON'T LIVE IN A HOUSE WHERE CHILDREN OF THE OWNER HAVE TO BUY THEIR OWN BOOKS WHY AM I SO BAD AT ASKING PEOPLE TO BUY ME THINGS WHEN IT ISN'T KRAKENMAS OR MY BIRTHDAY

THE ALSO I MEANT TO WRITE BEFORE I FORGOT IT: SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE, NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK OF IT, IS LIKE A STRANGE HISTORY BOOK OF POPULAR THINGS OF THE TIME EACH EPISODE HAPPENED. LIKE I'M WATCHING THE EARLIEST SEASONS AND BEING THE 70S IT'S ACCEPTABLE FOR EVERYONE TO HAVE AFROS AND JUNK AND THERE'S ALL THESE JOKES ON CURRENT EVENTS AND PRESIDENTS AND TV SHOWS, AND THE HOSTS AND MUSICIANS FEEL LIKE A BLAST FROM A PAST I WASN'T BORN TO EXPERIENCE BUT KNOW NONETHELESS

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Moving houses sucks. Especially when you were forced to move because the landlord's ex got your old house as part of the divorce settlement and she was lazy to find another place to live while still renting out the old place.

At the very least, the new place isn't that far away from my old house, and it's right behind a convenience store! One that has a pretty cool selection of sodas I can't find anywhere else.

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I read that as, "Moving horses sucks".

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I got screamed at for not saying hi and bye (I say bye all the time though).

Since my mother decided that I spent 48 hours not saying a word to her (biggest lie I've ever heard in my life to be honest) I wrote her a letter saying that I will show her what it's like when I really do not speak a word to her. She just wrote a letter back talking about how she hates work. Boo hoo, she's so privileged that she has a job and some actual ground to stand on because of it.

So I guess I'm hugely depressed again.

PS VAHN IS LITERALLY DEAD UNLESS RAI CAN PROVE TO ME OTHERWISE

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Enzd and Dusty see me post in Instagram a lot; Enzd even went on a like spree on my posts like two nights ago. I've been busy with work and Dungeons and Dragons lately and haven't had time for channelstuff.
tl;dr- the reports of my death have been great exaggerated.

BUT HEY I STARTED STUDYING JAPANESE IN MY FREE TIME AND HAVE ABOUT 2/3RDS OF THE HIRAGiANA MEMORIZED NOW

PS I changed numbers like I have a tendency to do like once/twice a year. I'll text you later and hop on the channel when I get home.

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OH GOOD I WAS SURE YOU WERE DEAD BECAUSE I ACTUALLY CALLED YOU TWICE AND IT ANSWERED BUT HUNG UP AFTER 5 SECONDS OF NOTHING SO I THOUGHT YOU TURNED INTO A ROBOT OR SOMETHING

But now I don't remember what I wanted to text you months ago.

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How the heck this place still up? Might as well turn into hentai site for some exposure. Then again a hentai site for a niche series seems pointless lolz.

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So that whole idea was more or less pointless.

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I'M GOING TO A WEDDING THIS WEEKEND.

I'M GOING TO (traffic) COURT NEXT WEEK.

WOO.