Phobias Options

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What are some of LCN's biggest fears? Talking about my fear of driving in the channel made me curious.

So yeah, obviously I'm afraid of driving. I'm also terrified of heights and kidney stones. But kidney stones are a totally rational fear.

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Rejection :D

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Heights. When I was in kindergarten I broke my left arm falling off playground equipment (I was being a stupid little kid). Cue lifelong vertigo and avoiding high places. Strangely enough, planes don't bother me at all.

Abandonment. I had a terrible mom that I'm still reversing the damage from and I fear I'll be left behind by everyone eventually someday and it'll all be my fault.

Your face. Just kidding!

Things people think are fears that I have that aren't, they just make me uncomfortable and annoyed.

Water. I just don't like sitting in pools of it. Not even baths. I like hot showers and rainstorms though.

Dogs. They all just seem to genuinely hate me no matter what efforts I put into being nice; treats, petting, toys, not smelling like a cat, not showing fear. Gotten mauled/bitten by too many of them for no fucking reason whatsoever, I have some scars. The ones that people say wouldn't harm anyone are the ones most likely to maul me, so whatever. They honestly have a fear of me. I'm honestly getting to the point where I'm completely apathetic towards them. I'd never harm one intentionally, but I'm no longer going to go out of my way for one.

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THE ONLY THING I FEAR, IS FEAR ITSELF.

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Pure darkness. Not being able to see anything ahead of or around me creates so much suspense in my mind, and not the enjoyable kind. I am slowly getting over this however.

Others include social gatherings, being the center of attention, and milk.

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I was terrified of pure darkness until I was about 14-15, and I still feel pretty uneasy being in it.

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Used to be afraid of heights until not too long.

Also, when I was a kid I couldn't stand elevators.

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Pure darkness. Not being able to see anything ahead of or around me creates so much suspense in my mind, and not the enjoyable kind. I am slowly getting over this however.

Others include social gatherings, being the center of attention, and milk.

None of these actually compare to my fear of being watched without knowing. I'm not really paranoid about it but the thought of someone hiding where I can't see them and staring at me makes my eyes well up.

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I'm scared of my future wifes cooking.

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Not really sure.

Maybe not being able to make a difference, or fail. I tend to be aggressive if it comes to a life challenge and it eats me up if I can't handle it, like it means that i'm not an adult or a man enough.

If you don't want that to count I have problems sleeping in the dark. Being awake in the dark is fine, but sleeping in the dark makes me focus too much on the fact that its dark for some reason. Kind of like how I dislike bugs in my house but I don't care if one is outside.

This post has been edited by Elnendil: Oct 14 2010, 06:52 AM

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Scared of finding the hate hidden behind the lie.

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I probably have some, but I'm not aware of what they are yet because I haven't thought about it.

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...

right now, my worst phobias are:

Death and Future. not kidding.

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Tight spaces.

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I actually enjoy tight spaces Midnight. I can sleep better in them then a large open area. Which goes right back to my terror dealing with heights.