I have an entire bag full of Pokémon cards.
Back in 1st-4th grade nobody ever played with them, they merely traded. I was severely disappointed.
EDIT: I have finally decided to change my sleep/wake rhythm. I will henceforth sleep longer in the morning. Not without alarm clock though, this simply contradicts my entire mentality; I shall set it to wake me
at dawn.
Furthermore my afternoon naps are going to be either pushed back a few hours (as opposed to soon after lunch, as it is the case now) or my post-lunch nap will be cut short to just between 15 and 30 minutes to get rid of the sleepiness enough for me to function during the afternoon but not enough to disallow me to take another, lengthier nap a couple of hours later.
I assume this could also have positive effects on my constitution.
Also this dull, rainy weather and horrible morning are not making my mood any better. Oh well, whatever.
EDIT2: Oh whoops, looks like I left it behind me again. Just by thinking around a little. This is always so easy for me it's almost funny. Train of thought went like this:
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-> Semi-seriously laying out a concept for a suicide and the preparations for it, without any real intent but merely as an interesting consideration (I have fun planning anything)
-> Realisation that suicide is simply incompatible with my morals and I could never allow myself such a thing anyway due to obligations and values I refuse to betray
-> Bitterly joking that I always make things so difficult for myself, by always clinging to ideas and ideals refusing to let go even if they make me unhappy
-> Realisation that this is not necessarily bad as I thus make things more challenging and hard modes are much more exciting, satisfying, and rewarding
-> "Oh hey, why was I depressed again? I'm too awesome to be stuck here moping around, there's things to do after all. All right, time to move on."
This probably won't last for too long but the next time I'm in a slump again I will be out of it soon enough again anyway, so whatever.
I believe a pet would do me well though, but alas I am allergic to cats (which seem optimal here). Perhaps getting a plant to care for would suffice, possibly a rose or a daffodil. Or a bonsai tree.
...why am I writing all of this here? Then again there's even less reasons not to.
This post has been edited by P.P.A.: Dec 29 2009, 02:41 PM