Hey guys Options

[Lloyd Seegymont the Rasier]

Life can throw some fucked up shit at you sometimes. I mean really just try and cripple you with no intention of lifting a finger to help. This past month has been the worst of my entire life. I've lost a dear friend and a family member over these past 3 weeks. The way my friend was taken from me was something I'd never wise upon anyone on this planet. I hope no one here has to watch their friend die in a hospital bed, helpless and unable to do a damn thing. I hope no one here has to watch a family member die from something you should have stopped them from doing years ago. I knew the smoking would kill her, but I never thought it would happen so early. Everyone I know has been telling me to just try and go back to way things were. To try and do the things I did before this shit storm fucked up my life. I'm trying.

You guys were part of my daily routine/ritual before all this. So here I am.

SO DID YOU GUYS MISS ME?

NO?

FFFFF.

This post has been edited by Lloyd Seegymont the Rasier: Aug 12 2010, 06:36 AM

[Lloyd Seegymont the Rasier]

Too lazy to make a new topic. I'm got my computer fixed, and my life for the most part. I'm sorry to those who would except it. It may sound weird to some of you, but I feel bad not telling you guys whats been happening. To just up and leave without saying anything, I'm sorry. I'm back now, and I mean it this time. I guess because I've known the people here for the most trying years in my life, I feel the way I do.


Anyway, I hope you guys won't be mad.