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| P.P.A. |
 Dec 10 2009, 12:59 PM
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 Architect of the Great Wall of Text  Group: Naughty Children Posts: 1328 Joined: 14-May 06 From: Electorate of Cologne, Holy Roman Empire Member No.: 121  |
I need to leave for a while.
Basically my physical and mental health has eroded for the past few days. I'm extremely sleepy all day (I once slept 6 hours at night (1 more than usual), had to take a nap of 45 minutes right at 10 in the morning again, slept another hour in the early afternoon and still felt horribly tired), my entire body hurts all the time, and my mind is following suit and I'm slowly going insane. Today I had my French exam and I performed pretty poorly, of course partially due to a lack of preparation but primarily due to the fact that I sat there absent-mindedly and completely out of it. In retaliation, once I had left the room a simply frightening and mad laughter burst out. Then I scratched my face so hard it's bloody now, punched my own head a couple of times, and afterwards when I called my mother to fetch me from school like usual I did so with a most cheerful voice and from there on carried a broad, creepy smile on my face. I switched between laughing and... whatever else that was a few times, and eventually my craziness finally made way for a natural sadness, ending in my crying. Obviously something is wrong with me here. Very wrong. I don't know what the cause of my recent disturbances is; perhaps I'm living unhealthily and should eat and sleep more, my whole mentality is flawed to the point where it's breaking me down, or it's just an infection messing with me or whatever. Anyway, until I've found and fixed the problem (although it's most likely that it's my obsessive behaviour and constant, unhealthy fixation on productivity and perfection) I have decided that I need to slow down in a lot of ways and thus I shall stay away from a couple of forums and activities for a while. I may or may not sporadically visit the channel, but probably not much. Bye. :( This post has been edited by P.P.A.: Dec 10 2009, 09:08 PM |
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| San Aurora |
Dec 10 2009, 01:04 PM
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 GOD IS DEAD Group: Sprites Posts: 162 Joined: 5-January 08 Member No.: 1681 |
:( Good luck. Don't play any games for a while, I find that they can make me a very frustrated person.
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| blues |
Dec 10 2009, 01:15 PM
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 It could be better Group: Magi Posts: 701 Joined: 25-December 05 Member No.: 17 |
Seien Sie gut, mein Freund. Sie sind nur ein Tastenanschlag weg.
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| Miki Trie' |
Dec 10 2009, 03:00 PM
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 Yush, I killed it. Group: Sprites Posts: 254 Joined: 24-October 09 From: Searching... Member No.: 1986 |
Cya later. Hope you recover soon! :(
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| Enzd |
Dec 10 2009, 04:07 PM
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 NNNNNYAN Group: Knights Posts: 870 Joined: 17-January 06 Member No.: 45 |
Don't hpoe too hard.
This post has been edited by Enzd: Dec 10 2009, 04:36 PM ~~~ "Where the hell have you been?! Didn't you get my messages?"
"Sorry, I was being raped in prison." "You shouldn't be out enjoying yourself when you've got work to do." |
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| Hayate |
Dec 10 2009, 07:47 PM
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 Nerd nerd nerd Group: Flunkies Posts: 340 Joined: 14-February 08 From: The Battleground Member No.: 1697 |
Aw, I'm so sorry, PPA. :( It's probably for the best that you take a break from the forum, but all the same you'll be missed. I hope you feel better.
~~~ Two wrongs don't make a right, but three rights make a left.
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| Elnendil |
Dec 10 2009, 10:20 PM
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 Talkative Group: Arcs Posts: 154 Joined: 23-December 05 From: DEM STATES Member No.: 6 |
I can see why you're taking your leave, seeing how everyone barks so much, but eh, getting away from things to get your bearing together is good.
Perhaps you can add me to AIM (I already did, actually) or just PM me on eR if you feel like talking. ~~~ QUOTE Kenji: Where else would I could get beaten with a phone that would make me unable to remember it? The ass? |
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| Yuka |
Dec 10 2009, 11:43 PM
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 We'll soak this parched earth with our own blood. Group: Magi Posts: 2140 Joined: 27-July 06 From: Gensokyo Member No.: 177 |
QUOTE(P.P.A. @ Dec 10 2009, 07:59 AM)  I need to leave for a while. Basically my physical and mental health has eroded for the past few days. I'm extremely sleepy all day (I once slept 6 hours at night Stopped reading here. THIS is your problem. You're supposed to sleep eight hours a night. ~~~ [20:15] Irysa: I hate myself
[20:15] Irysa: I made myself some curry [20:15] Irysa: and then [20:15] Irysa: I realised [20:15] Irysa: I wasn't hungry |
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| Miki Trie' |
Dec 11 2009, 12:46 AM
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Yush, I killed it. Group: Sprites Posts: 254 Joined: 24-October 09 From: Searching... Member No.: 1986 |
QUOTE(Yuka @ Dec 10 2009, 03:43 PM) QUOTE(P.P.A. @ Dec 10 2009, 07:59 AM) I need to leave for a while. Basically my physical and mental health has eroded for the past few days. I'm extremely sleepy all day (I once slept 6 hours at night Stopped reading here. THIS is your problem. You're supposed to sleep eight hours a night. I'll have to agree with Yuka P.P.A., sleeping like that isn't healthy, should watch yourself a bit better..... This post has been edited by Miki Trie': Dec 11 2009, 02:23 AM |
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| Hayashi Tenshi |
Dec 11 2009, 02:01 AM
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 Dew Prism Group: Flunkies Posts: 313 Joined: 18-October 08 From: Prowler Member No.: 1799 |
Which French are you in?
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| Shiokazu |
Dec 11 2009, 02:30 AM
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 Talkative Group: Arcs Posts: 123 Joined: 19-July 09 From: Zeal Kingdom 12.000 BC Member No.: 1937 |
... PPA, you're killing yourself, slowly but you are.
keep this on your mind, and heal yourself. you're not doing anything healthy ~~~  click to read. |
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| Miki Trie' |
Dec 11 2009, 02:43 AM
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Yush, I killed it. Group: Sprites Posts: 254 Joined: 24-October 09 From: Searching... Member No.: 1986 |
QUOTE(Hayashi Tenshi @ Dec 10 2009, 06:01 PM) Which French are you in? ~~~~~ This post has been edited by Miki Trie': Dec 11 2009, 02:45 AM |
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| Hayashi Tenshi |
Dec 11 2009, 02:44 AM
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Dew Prism Group: Flunkies Posts: 313 Joined: 18-October 08 From: Prowler Member No.: 1799 |
QUOTE(Miki Trie' @ Dec 10 2009, 06:43 PM) QUOTE(Hayashi Tenshi @ Dec 10 2009, 06:01 PM) Which French are you in? I am just saying that I wish P.P.A. a good recovery, but reminds him to watch his health from now on. Too much games perhaps? I was asking P.P.A which French they was in. This post has been edited by Hayashi Tenshi: Dec 11 2009, 03:53 AM |
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| aerozero |
Dec 11 2009, 03:41 AM
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Life Waster Group: Knights Posts: 750 Joined: 15-December 06 From: Somewhere Member No.: 363 |
You need some more Hakuna matata in your life PPA.
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| Miki Trie' |
Dec 11 2009, 03:21 PM
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Yush, I killed it. Group: Sprites Posts: 254 Joined: 24-October 09 From: Searching... Member No.: 1986 |
QUOTE(aerozero @ Dec 10 2009, 07:41 PM) You need some more Hakuna matata in your life PPA. LOL. That's a good idea aero! XD |
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